I was fascinated by an article in Unherd:
https://unherd.com/thepost/why-do-so-many-men-find-god-later-in-life/
One of the people mentioned in the article is a fascinating character, Artist and Author Paul Kingsnorth. The following article deserves serious reading
https://www.firstthings.com/article/2021/06/the-cross-and-the-machine